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here is posting something I never posted:- The city: 2nd Jan 2008: So crowded yet so lonely; endless roads leading to oblivion. I shared my loneliness with the lone billboard flickering in the fumy night; the wait for the bus seemed endless. The song on the radio stringed together the pain of my heart and the loneliness of the city while the choking fume of the passing cars blended me into the morbidity outside.How long do I need to wait to breathe the fresh air with warm sun on my back? How long before I see the mountains lying on the grassy countryside? How long before I am where I belong? Life is about the choices we make and this is my attempt to live in harmony with my choices. ... that was then, now its different but we cannot forget our roots for that moment in time shaped us to be who we are today. - Pasang D Lepcha\

Goodbyes are painful when death separates us...you will always be loved and live in our memories. I miss you in the empty spaces of my life that you had filled with your unconditional love… Your coming into my life wasn't accidental, it was purposeful and God sent. You helped me back on my feet in ways people would fail to understand. You filled up the dreary spaces in my life with your constant companionship. I will cherish those walks in the park and the sunsets we watched together under the giant tree atop the small hill at deer park. You touched our lives and bonded us together, and in these threads of memories you will live on with us. In life it was difficult not to love you and in death its difficult not to remember you. When the long and lonesome day ends you will always be there to welcome me on the other side of the door. If you came into my life with a purpose then there must be purpose in your leaving. I only wish for you to be happy in this journey you must take alone